At Home.....
I sit here and stare blankly at this computer screen as I type my first of many additions to my blog. Ive been bored out of my mind all day giving me much time to think and take things that have happened to me into complete context. Whether it be the short conversation with the girl I like or not wanting to leave my home, Ive keep thinking of a reason for both. The short conversation made me think , does she really like me ? is she annoyed by my calls ? does she just want me gone ? When my normal mind set returns I come to reality and know shes just not a phone person and I'm really not either. Not wanting to leave home is just because of my boredness. You'd think if you were bored all you'd want to do is leave, but for me at that moment I just wanted to stay home and continue to think. I did leave eventually to take a short drive , but all that was on my mind was returning home to do what ever. What ever is writing this blog entry. I tried to do some reading but came to no success trying to start one of my three books I must read. I was just to bored and my mind set was off. I don't do anything really but just sit around play games and a wait for things to come to me. I can be out going and talkative with the right people but around the wrong people ,i'm as quite as can be. This is the conclusion to entry number one and I a wait my next opportunity to enter number two.